damn.
Sunday, July 31, 2005
does my words mean anything to anyone? when i help others. at times they treat it as scolding. when i help someone do something, it seems like they want more everytime. i feel used. i don't know. it sucks to be like that. when i voice out. they treat it as "Dun wanna help dun help la" but i already helped. damn.
3x
1:00 PM
why.
Saturday, July 16, 2005
for the past few weeks. i have been as usual but more alive. which is a good thing.
recently, my old feeling just came back. i don't know. i don't know why. i am really confused. i really don't know what to do. why is it that one person's actions can affect another in a drastic way.
envy people like siddiq. people really care for him. i am jealous. jealous of his life. its so, easy. its free. no worries. just he and her and games.
1 phone call and it can change everything in just a snap. *click* everything can change. it affects a person so much.
it sucks when someone you really treasure just gets at you. trying to explain but not listening. telling the truth but does not believe. i just don't know. i just hope that person will give me a chance to even be a friend. to understand. just to understand.
at this point. there is no one i care more than ________.
3x
7:46 AM