Not so soon.
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
oh ya, maybe at the end of this year. if i complete my O Level's, i might be going back to the phillipines to stay for 1 month. alone. and my mum will join me in 2 weeks time. not too sure. but might happen. one month in the village at the mountain with no HP and no Computer.
don't know if i should do that. get some peace and quiet from all this?
3x
9:09 PM
Sorry. I am leaving soon.
i really have no mood to blog. have alot of things to say. but really no mood to blog. many things happened in my life the past few years in westwood. every year, somehow, there is something major that is happening to me. i don't know. am i so hated? what did i do to get so hated? sometimes, people get angry with me. but i don't even know what i did. seems my words also make people hate me. people look at my words in another direction. they assume i am scolding them. but i am not. i dunno. i am not given a chance to explain either.
i just don't know what to do now. i seriously have no mood in studying for my 'O' Levels. i just feel like dying or getting myself lost. going somewhere that no one can find me, away from you all. jinx? maybe.
i just wanna say sorry to one person. but i think that person will not accept. but i really did not mean what i said. and you will be in my heart. sorry.
don't know how many will read this entry. anyways i don't think many people will come to my blog and read. so, what the heck. i am reaching my limit. been controlling to long for now. i want to change. but i find it very difficult. i have no motivation. though i know there will be people around that will motivate me, i feel that, i am just not good enough.
sorry.
3x
8:58 PM
Fucker.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
someone in friendster is trying to imitate me by saying all the bad things about me. obviously that person is stupid. who wants to say bad things about themself. but that person seriously hates me and i don't know who. please if anyone knows. help me. and help me report! thank you! i am seriously pissed off now. many things happened the past few days. crappy life.
FUCK OFF ASSHOLE! COWARD!
3x
6:55 PM