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Rubbish...

2006-03-19T16:26:00.000+08:00

``___ [*sotonggSHERYL+ LOLLIPOP kiia +pandaaSHERYL____`` #o7 says:
LOls.. hmm.. wriite rubbiish

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Listening.

2006-03-06T08:51:00.000+08:00

Listening.

gone...

2005-12-15T00:53:00.000+08:00

wished you were here for me...

sigh...

2005-09-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

boring. tomorrow is my last PRELIM paper. MT B. MCQ all the way. lol. it's kinda shitty to know that, O lvl is SO CLOSE, and i am like, still not studying. lol.

everyone else is. EVEN the other levels (who are preparing for their EYE.)

no one to talk to this few days. kinda boring. everyone is busy. sigh. normally at this time, i will be half-asleep, half-talking to SOMEONE. now, no one. boring.

gonna sleep in a few minutes. waiting for something to finish.

BIRTHDAY!

2005-09-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

oOOoo! my birthday today! wahahha. lucky i wasn't sabo-ed at NJRC today. lol. no presents from anyone. sad. got $$ from my family though. someone suppose to give me something. but in the end, there wasn't anytime. so, i did not get the present.

after NJRC, we returned to school. oh ya, did not win ANYTHING at NJRC today! damn. lol. yong sun, chee wee, winston, the two siddiqs carried me out of the school gate and wanted to dump me into the rubbish bin outside. managed to crash small siddiq and yong sun together. lol. i am only writing about today because of 1 person. JENNO! you idiot! lol! =X

handphone.

2005-09-01T19:03:00.000+08:00

argh. so many weeks of not having a handphone. now its time for me to make a decision. WHAT HP TO GET?! lol.

Sony Ericsson's K750

or some Nokia model.

if i were to get sony, it would only be the K750. for nokia or some other brands, i am not too sure. i want a (at least) 1megapixel cam, supports mp3, has a memory card so that i can store mp3's and pictures and a bluetooth connection. any suggestions? lol!

hmm...

2005-08-28T12:00:00.000+08:00

i wonder what it will be like 13 days from now....=X

sigh.

2005-08-20T14:12:00.000+08:00

if she is happy, then i am happy.

lame quote, but what can i do?

i am jealous, but, i still can't do anything.

another lame line.

hopefully, i can put my mind on other stuff.

exams are drawing closer.

i have no mood for them.

damn.

2005-07-31T13:00:00.000+08:00

does my words mean anything to anyone? when i help others. at times they treat it as scolding. when i help someone do something, it seems like they want more everytime. i feel used. i don't know. it sucks to be like that. when i voice out. they treat it as "Dun wanna help dun help la" but i already helped. damn.

why.

2005-07-16T07:46:00.000+08:00

for the past few weeks. i have been as usual but more alive. which is a good thing.

recently, my old feeling just came back. i don't know. i don't know why. i am really confused. i really don't know what to do. why is it that one person's actions can affect another in a drastic way.

envy people like siddiq. people really care for him. i am jealous. jealous of his life. its so, easy. its free. no worries. just he and her and games.

1 phone call and it can change everything in just a snap. *click* everything can change. it affects a person so much.

it sucks when someone you really treasure just gets at you. trying to explain but not listening. telling the truth but does not believe. i just don't know. i just hope that person will give me a chance to even be a friend. to understand. just to understand.

at this point. there is no one i care more than ________.

tired!

2005-06-18T12:04:00.000+08:00

freakingly damn tired. for the past week, i have been sleeping at around 2 - 5am. lol! don't ask me why. night owl i guess. lol.

quite busy the past few days too. cos i was helping alot of people with their computers! lol! 2 days ago. i was helping jenno and eileen. jenno was having probs with her Msn Messenger! lol, i showed her the ways of the force. bleahs. i told her to download something which she did. and she manage to improve her messenger. then at night. eileen called me. her account was hacked! lol. helped her for about an hour plus. she did not know her secret answer! lol. bad. after that hour. i looked at my keyboard and thought, what can a hacker put as a password. i guessed the password and i got in! lol! changed everything for her. hahha.

then yesterday, feng ying asked me for help. bleahs. her taskbar was messed up and she has adware and spyware. solved the taskbar. but her computer was too stubborn to install the softwares that can delete the adware and spyware. lol. going over to mel's house to check on her computer. haha!

what am i? free computer repair man? lol!

=D

2005-06-15T20:17:00.000+08:00

ah. finally, my computer is really done. everything works well.

i was sleeping so soundly when hannah waked me up with a call this morning. i told her that i will help her later. bleahs. i set my alarm on my hp to 11am and placed right beside my ear. to think that i could have slept through that and be awakened by my grandmother because MY IPOD SHUFFLE AND $300 VOUCHERS has arrived. lol.

quite puzzled. i wrote on the online registration that they should come in the afternoon. but wth. spent the whole afternoon exploring my shuffle. quite dissapointed. i thought it would be a 1GB version. instead it was a 512MB version. damn. had probs with it at 1st. the damn software was against me. it did not want to work. so i reformatted the iPod and reinstalled again. it worked. this time, the hardware did not want to work. instead of me playing the iPod, it was playing me. i again reformatted it. and it finally works. now i have no idea what songs to put in. bleahs.

after that, i was waiting for my modem to arrive. IT DID NOT ARRIVE! i called the Singnet. enquired. they told me technical fault. the server did not register my name down for them to deliver the modem to my house. STUPID! now, i am stuck with my pesky 512kbps modem. have to wait until next Wednesday afternoon. damn.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v216/alphaex/desktop.jpg
^^^my new desktop

at long last!

2005-06-14T20:13:00.000+08:00

at last. finally finished upgrading and fixing my PC. damn i started like since late afternoon yesterday and ended like evening today. lol. still not much stuff installed. but as times goes by i will install. damn i need the NEED FOR SPEED: UNDERGROUND 2 cd! i wanna play. lol

might post my messy room i had yesterday and today. lol not too sure. my eyes are hurting now. blog back tomorrow i guess once my new modem arrives. =D

boring.

2005-06-14T01:29:00.000+08:00

boring. its like 0126 now. bleahs. still in the midst of installing my stuff. just upgraded my HDD to 120gb. =D so in total, i have like er. 150gb. 30gb for my XP. the 120gb is split into 3 parts. so 40gb each. one for storage, another for mp3s and videos, the last for some others. no idea what yet. but storing my games.

damn its so messy in my room now. CPU not covered. HDD on the floor, speakers on my bed. CDs too, alot of stuff. take a pic ltr. lol. nothing better to do. talking to Ros now. damn bored.

enough.

2005-06-13T13:18:00.000+08:00

ok. let's end this once and for all. ying yi. don't continue what ever probs again on my tagboard and i will also not continue on yours. we are distorting everything that has happened. you defend yourself with your points and i defend mine. but now it's getting out of hand.

to the others on my tagboard. i just want to end everything now. call me coward or not a male or whatever. but i just want to end. quite pointless arguing about something that has already happened. after this, where you want to stand is your decision. believe what you want to believe. but end it there. don't continue. please. let's just say i am begging.

ying yi. whatever i did or tell you. just forget it. end it. you want to hate me? just go ahead. no permission needed. you already deleted me in msn. what more can i say. i was just commenting over at my tagboard that you deleted me. nothing else. but all the arguments, end it. ok?

sorry.

boring.

2005-06-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

ok, i am officially bored.

though over there <------- got alot of action, i am still bored. bleahs. i went to Sim Lim with my mum yesterday. i bought a 120GB HDD and a new wireless mouse. din get a keyboard though. my keyboard is old n dirty. but still good. i like using it to play Need For Speed: Underground 2.

gonna clear my table later on so that i can upgrade my com tomorrow. not sure how long i will take to upgrade tomorrow. maybe a few hours. *obviously* hmm, can't wait fer this wed. my new modem + my Ipod Shuffle is coming! wahahaha! i wanna hack my Ipod so that i don't have to use iTunes to dl the music in to the Shuffle. but scared.

seriously have to change my blog skin. no idea. anyone? help. lol

tired...

2005-06-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

3 days and 2 nights. camping in school. AVA camp was fun and tiring. we drilled them like shit. heh. hopefully, now they know what to do when school reopens. by then, i already stepped down. the best thing about the camp was the night hunt. i copied almost everything the choir did about it. the questions were similar except for some. the places where the questions were located were different of course. i put all of them at very unlikely places. not all actually. i put some at the most obvious places and the couldn't find them. =D damn. i slept at 11+ last night and woke up at 3pm today? lol! had a headache after that. it was fun.

yeah! going to upgrade my internet. from my idiotic 512 to 1500. bleahs not even 3500 but wth. free IPOD SHUFFLE! shiok! plus $300 ROYAL HOUSE vouchers. heh. they are going to come this wednesday i guess. =D happy. going to get my 120Gb HDD, a new mouse and maybe a new keyboard tomorrow at SIM LIM. gonna check the Turntables while i am there. heard that there is a new TECHNICS shop there. =D anyone wanna follow?

^^ all happy up there. but still got sadness. she has a stead but i will still not stop liking her. because of this. i may get in to trouble. but, no one can stop me from liking her.

<--------look at my tagboard. YY, sorry. read your tagboard YY.

oh ya, ALI G ROCKS!
"I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT, I LIKE TO, MOVE IT!"
"Wicked Wicked"
"BOYAKA BOYAKA HEY!"

what blog skin should i change. any ideas? something nice.

*edit* "plus $300 ROYAL HOUSE vouchers." not ROYAL HOUSE, is ROYAL SPORTING HOUSe. lol!

Confrontation.

2005-06-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

guess after the "Meeting" this afternoon, i will be watched in wwss. the people who confronted me, brought up so many issues and still tell me that they only wanted to talk about her. crappy. made me think. and they accused me. 2 person backstabbed and betrayed me. to think that i trust them. i lost trust in them. i will not trust people easily from now on. i really have no mood to do things. the "Meeting" was quite heated. nearly got into a fight. Chee Wee was confronted too. damn. stupid extras. said not to bring people, and what did they do? they brought extras.

luckly, we weren't air heads. Yong Sun, Winston & Shawn(Wwss TA) was there at the back. when they saw Chee Wee being pushed, only then did they come. damn. talk crap. asses.

she told me that she doesn't wanna have a stead, and now, she tells me she has a stead. damn. and to think that i trust that TWO person.

FUCK LIFE!
FUCK FRIENDSHIP!

stupid asses...

2005-06-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

after talks, we did not settle much, but i managed to talk to her. the other night she even smsed Perfect 10 and dedicated a song to me. lol! she told me to go listen. then blah blah blah blah...

recently, a few people wanna find trouble with me. cos of her. they gave me shit and asked me to meet them tomorrow. chee wee helped me. so yeah, gonna meet them tomorrow after lunch. don't wanna go to school just because of this but what the heck. kinda lame. i don't really know why they wanna find trouble with me cos of her. that guy called just now. told me all kinds of shit. when i ask him you got proof. he said i give you proof. then asked me to wait and didn't even say anything about the proof. lame ass. can't provide proof then don't talk shit to me. obviously i am scared. but this is shit.

enough of all that. albert left fer Sydney yesterday. he left us. sad. about 1/2 of his class went. most were girls. Mr Lee Lin Cher and his wife rushed. i was there. the only non 2H and AvA senior that saw him off. the time is 2344. the plane that is leaving fer China is going to take off soon i assume. the sec 3s are leaving fer a immersion programme in China fer 1 week. hmm, this 8 and 9 i will be in school fer a camp. AVA Camp. Choir has a camp from 7 - 9. Badminton has it on 8 - 10. we are in the middle. yeah. so i will not be at home on the 8.

first time i talked about other things besides her. =/ well. i wanna play NEED FOR SPEED: UNDERGROUND 2 now. but lazy. maybe later.

oh ya. results.

2005-05-29T15:05:00.000+08:00

suckish results.

English: B3
Chinese: F9
Maths: F9
Science: F9
Combined Humanities: E8
Design & Technology: B3
Civics & Moral Education: C

Total: 268.7/600
Percentage: 44.8
Class: 36/42
Level: 54/71
L1R4: 32
L1R5: 41

really bad. another entry below btw...

can't even think of a title...

2005-05-29T15:02:00.000+08:00

i don't know what's wrong. but i know i am jealous when i see her with guys. don't know if she feel's jealous if i am with other girls. but that's not the point.

at times, i don't even know what i did wrong to anger her. like today. i was with my real sis in my mother's room. then she called on my hp. i didn't know as it was not with me. after that. i searched my hp. saw a few miss calls. i saw her name, ying yi's name and a few others. didn't bother bout the rest. i smsed her to explain. as usual she didn't reply. i called to explain, then she said something and hanged. she did not even listen. i smsed and explained again. no avail. i smsed ying yi too. no reply. called both, both hanged my phone. guessing they are together and that both are pissed at me.

i am pissed at them too. tried explaing, both don't wanna listen. why is that. i don't know. kinda crappy. i just called her again. hanged again =/ i really don't understand why she likes to get angry when i did not do it on purpose. worst, she doesn't wanna listen to me explain.

Life is bad.

2005-05-23T18:27:00.000+08:00

she's done it again. she has managed to hurt me again. i can see 'devil' tagging and saying me stupid again. lol! *i laughed* yingyi told me to really forget about her liao. maybe now alot of people will know who she is. cos i said yingyi. DO NOT ASK HER WHO! I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO ASK YINGYI WHO! seriously. i don't wanna put pressure on her. but maybe, that gal really gone overboard. she actually said that she doesn't care about me dying or going to coma. crap. maybe its time i really should forget about her. but how? suggestions?

her...

2005-05-06T15:12:00.000+08:00

no mood this past few weeks. never did listen in class too. no motivation to study man. anyways, why can't she accept me? =/ we have been together fer like a year. but we never did stead. though we like each other, why can't she accept me now? i really like her. sigh...crappy life.

*girl, if you are reading this, i really hope you will give me a chance*

Not so soon.

2005-04-13T21:09:00.000+08:00

oh ya, maybe at the end of this year. if i complete my O Level's, i might be going back to the phillipines to stay for 1 month. alone. and my mum will join me in 2 weeks time. not too sure. but might happen. one month in the village at the mountain with no HP and no Computer.

don't know if i should do that. get some peace and quiet from all this?

Sorry. I am leaving soon.

2005-04-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

i really have no mood to blog. have alot of things to say. but really no mood to blog. many things happened in my life the past few years in westwood. every year, somehow, there is something major that is happening to me. i don't know. am i so hated? what did i do to get so hated? sometimes, people get angry with me. but i don't even know what i did. seems my words also make people hate me. people look at my words in another direction. they assume i am scolding them. but i am not. i dunno. i am not given a chance to explain either.

i just don't know what to do now. i seriously have no mood in studying for my 'O' Levels. i just feel like dying or getting myself lost. going somewhere that no one can find me, away from you all. jinx? maybe.

i just wanna say sorry to one person. but i think that person will not accept. but i really did not mean what i said. and you will be in my heart. sorry.

don't know how many will read this entry. anyways i don't think many people will come to my blog and read. so, what the heck. i am reaching my limit. been controlling to long for now. i want to change. but i find it very difficult. i have no motivation. though i know there will be people around that will motivate me, i feel that, i am just not good enough.

sorry.

Fucker.

2005-04-12T18:55:00.000+08:00

someone in friendster is trying to imitate me by saying all the bad things about me. obviously that person is stupid. who wants to say bad things about themself. but that person seriously hates me and i don't know who. please if anyone knows. help me. and help me report! thank you! i am seriously pissed off now. many things happened the past few days. crappy life.

FUCK OFF ASSHOLE! COWARD!

Westwoods: Underground

2005-03-16T00:18:00.000+08:00

ah, took 3days? took about that to make Westwood temp web. sians. so long. so tired. just go visit lar! lol!

Westwoodss: Underground
http://wwss.bounceme.net/ (bounce...bounce...bounce...)

i stand alone.

2005-03-14T00:09:00.000+08:00

jen, i dun wan to update. but...hais. just wanna leave lar. everyone's like that. u are like that. SHE is like that. they are like that. no one cares man.

no matter what i do. i mean, i try to be good. but they don't care.

i suck. i should leave. i wanna leave. i am trying to leave...

lalala..

2005-03-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

argh! just realised i din change my title fer my last entry. wth. lol.
so many people got infected with the bloody damn msn virus and its super annoying. worst! many people approached me for help! going crazy! i'm not an ANTI VIRUS! lol!

sadsad. difficult to help man.

anyways. there is Award's Day rehersal tomorrow and Parent's Sem on sat. sad. busy man.

http://img92.exs.cx/img92/2492/11060694976894jq4ce.jpg
^^i like that picture. [NOT A VIRUS!]

ciao.

i stand alone.

2005-03-07T20:49:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel so pissed with the school website. design so sucky and its not updated like since dino age. damn! feel like makin a temp one. should i? if i am doing, i would need help.

ciao.

*too lazy to do anything now*

lalala.

2005-02-27T13:25:00.000+08:00

past few days quite tired. hmm. my ear is gettin worst i think? bleahs. been doing my class stand and deliver video. i haven't finished the intro. haven't got the voice overs from my class and haven't done the credits. lol. tired man.

anyways. if you got the time (which you will have. lol!) see this pic

http://pya.cc/pyaimg/img200502/20050221250BF42.jpg

ciao.

X-Country

2005-02-16T18:38:00.000+08:00

wooo...no school today. only X-Country @ Mac Res. lol!

Willow got house champ. bleahs. jus after my class left that house fer Meranti. over all the whole thing quite ok. the run was fun. bleahs. saw lots of monkey. haha! din get top anything. so dont ask. after that, milo! den went to jp and eat then when home and zz. till now. bleahs. still wanna zz.

stop here. nth to do.

ciao.

Its Up!

2005-02-13T21:28:00.000+08:00

ok, my skin is up! lol!

stare at it. be spooked. haha!

tell me how is it. plain i know lol. and its flash. hahaha!

ciao.

Jia Hui says: The Skin Is Haunted!

2005-02-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

er. maybe. i copied the code over here! but i did not publish it.....and its up!

*deletes flash file*
*leaves music on*

ok done!

you wont see my skin yet! wahahahaha!

ciao!

New Skin Done.

2005-02-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

ah ha. new skin done. lol. its a flash skin, different from what you people have! MUAHAHAHAHA! did it myself within two days. (bragging) its seriously plain i tell you first. its dark and plain.

give you a spoiler. its round. think the movie " THE RING "

=D on your music and make sure you dont get spooked. seriously.
not going to upload yet. but its making its rounds within. asked a few how they think about it. some got spooked. =X

dont think you all are excited anyway. lol.

jiaxin! hurry up and come online on MSN!

ciao!

Dead.

2005-02-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

so dead. blog is dead. i am dead.

cheer me up? don't know. but i really have no mood. my ear is getting more irriating.

think i like that girl. but, not possible. i don't know.

i'm craving for pineapple tarts. anyone wanna donate? =X

Alone.

2005-01-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

you can see. its all black. too out every single thing. no music. no sound. just alone.

i assume you can tell that i have no mood for every other thing. it's sad to see that life to me is so dull. i hate blogging. but, i'll will continue blogging. hate to blog but will still blog, irony.

a question.

how do you all find me. good and bad.

Results

2004-12-21T17:55:00.000+08:00

ah. long time no blog. school is coming back in 13 days. xmas in 4 days. 2005 in 10 days. start the countdown.

N Level.

cant say im very happy bout it. cant say im not too. my results were shit.
ENGLISH: Four
MATHS: Four
Science: Four
Humanities: Four
Design & Techonology: Two
Mother Tongue: Ungraded
Mother Tongue Oral: Pass

Total Points: 10

i was dissapointed with my eng the most. i got a 4 for N LVL's! wtf. i got a 1 for PRELIMS! damn. after looking at that. i wished i hadnt pass. but wth. =/

life goes on.

Finally finished the damn video fer registration too. Runtime: 15min 9s. the people who are goin to watch are in fer a ride. literally. they are going to puke. cos its shaky. heh. wth. i dont care.

what ever. no mood to blog actually. =/ ciao.

hmm..

2004-12-05T15:56:00.000+08:00

long time no blog ya? ah, who cares. heh. another crazy singapore idol fan? no. just changed it for fun. changed the music too. anyone wants sg idol music? find me =D hmm, still not finished with my stuff in school. looks like i do not have hols. heh. sad ya. hmm. results coming out in 12 days time. *start the countdown* our fates are already determined. either im in or out. i don't have much to say though. so i shall stop here. ciao.

What Is Your Best Sexual Skill?

2004-12-03T22:55:00.000+08:00

Jeremy Leow

Flirting Skill Level - 90%
Kissing Skill Level - 53%
Cudding Skill Level - 76%
Sex Skill Level - 66%

Why They Love You: You are very sweet.
Why They Hate You: You kiss better than them.

Try it
http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=2123

hey yo!

2004-11-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

as you must have noticed (or rather heard) my bg song has change. its 'Ch-Check It Out' by the Beastie Boys =D i like them mans! i respect Dj Mix Master Mike!

k, out with that and down with the serious stuff as usual..=/ anna! 'WTF CLAYMATION COMMERCIAL' yea! the team is really damn slack. was there with them today. really fucking slack! i can see they do not want to do it. the team was not full today. the muslim ones might still be visiting their families. but the rest? did not turn up. wtf?!

after that, around 1pm. they left. i asked if any of them wanted to help me with my school video tour thingy fer ms rozi. as usual, none. oh well. continued alone. covered the F&N, DnT, Firing Range, Bball Court and the empty court. started to rain. so i went to the DnT block and had a lil chat with mr mansor. he has alot of intresting stories. =D learnt quite a lil bit from him too. heh. wadeva. went back to the resource room to the robotics pupils. ms quek was there with them and there was one pri sch over there. she asked me how are the peeps fer the SvA. told them wad i said here. she told me that the team is really slacking. i too realised that tian haw and nelson was in the robotics. then she told me that they said they were not in the filming so they did not turn up. but wtf?! ms quek said that tian haw said this, 'I only do editing, not filming.' FUCK! even the editor has to work with the bloody damn director! i told her. if i can finish my school tour shit, i jus add some damn credits and just send this damn entry! i feel like telling the team off! fuck! wadeva..off to watch tv! ciao...

wearing out...

2004-11-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

argh, ever since the holidays started, i've been tired. i am down with flu, sore throat and cough the past few days. sads ya? lols! wadeva. no holidays fer me!! hah! find it quite stupid right? i am awaiting my results and you must be wondering why no holidays...

School stuff. what else? gotta do a video tour of the whole damn school fer ms rozi. i dun know what for..she said smth like its fer the sec 1s and fer betty chow. not too sure. the SvA team also are kinda crap. actually not the team. the teachers rather. they were supposed to do a drama. but cos of the constrains the cast had, they were forced to change it to a LAME 1 MIN CLAYMATION COMMERCIAL on PERSEVERENCE *spelling sucks* wadeva, i just have to help them =/ the commercial is lame too. argh wadeva..i wanna slp nw..bb

OveR!

2004-11-06T19:44:00.000+08:00

at last my DJ Turntable course is over! long time no write too..ah..just had an 'exam' fer my course..screwed up..but the rest was around the same marks as me..i got a 23/40 lols! lousy ya?

Beatmatching 6/10
Transition 6/10
EQ Technique 5/10
Stage Presence 6/10

Comments:
Beatmatching needs to be improved. Don't be afraid to fix the beatmatching if it's out. Need to be able to differentiate between what's in and out. Need to also work on barring, as in identifying where is the first beat. Pluspoints: Strong basic skills.

^^ thats my Assessment sheet..lols! wadeva! gonna slack more! ciao!

downhill...

2004-10-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

everything in my life might slow down. im getting pissed easily now. i don't know why. waiting fer someone to forgive me too. i just don't know what to do.

irritating...

2004-10-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

hey peeps, tell me. am i annoying, pain in the neck, irritating and an fucked up arse who only knows how to flare up? i cant seem to fit anywhere i go. when i talk, ppl will ignore. its very hard. i just don't know what to say. i just cant seem to talk. i will unbalance the Yin & Yang. lame right? but maybe. =/ but can you peeps try to understand my temper. sorry. i dont even know how to explain myself. sorry guys.

woah!

2004-10-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

back from the Turntable course! hmm, reached there at about 4pm first person. to my HORROR, the shop and the studio was not opeN! OMG! i was really like 'WHAT THE FUCK!' den i hanged around there, waited, went to a shop and came out. then i saw the lawyer guy. hah, he was also shocked. after awhile, our trainer, Feng came. he called the shop person to open. after awhile he came and opened and we went in. basically todays session was theory and practical. woah theory was damn.

[1] Mixing 2 Tracks
[2] FLOW
[3] Understanding Music Structure

omg! then today i finally get to SCRATCH! hahaha! happy! but it is not as easy as it seems. really! learnt BEATMATCHING today too. wow! really damn difficult! oh ya! before i forget, Feng asked me if i DJed before cos i did it well. lols! not braggin or anything =D before the course he was wondering where we 'UNDER 18s' can spin since we cant go to the club. so he asked if Wwss had any dance function where i can spin! haha! if Miss Kok approves this, i might ask him =D he gave us a 5 mins break later on. i went in the studio and messed around with the turntables. damn its still so difficult. he showed us a lil more and i was exposed to 'BREAKBEAT' hmm, nice...

Feng is spinning at Cocco Latte and Liquid Room tonight, cant go =D sads ya? wadeva! lol! might book the studio next wk. anyone intrested? lols! ciao fer nw!

at last!

2004-10-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

wow! i jus came back from my course not too long ago! damn! sho happy! lols! the theory quite boring though and the part on the mixer thing was crap! know it long ago! fer obvious reasons, AvA member here? lols! wow, his scratching was damn! we are doing house. lols! techno, trance all those originated frm HOUSE! history lesson here..haha! hmm, oh ya! at the studio, there was this lil cute dog! lols..hmm learnt quite alot. no hands on yet though. ah..till then, next course is on sat sho, maybe ill update then? at the mean time ciao and RIP Reeves (Superman)

=D

2004-10-12T00:15:00.000+08:00

ah ha!!!! at last i am back! lols! N lvls is a thing of the past! IT IS HISTORY!!!!!! lols...2 papers i find i veh difficult DnT n Maths ppr 2...nearly did not have time to complete DnT...hmmm...not gonna talk bout it anymore!

anyways, hows everyone? hmm...my class is going to have a outing fer the gals only later on at maybe around 6am where they are heading to Sentosa? the boys are expected to reach there maybe around noon? not too sure. no one told be bout it till just now. sho. i dont wanna go. =D even though the day will be veh boring, im not gonna go! hmm, last ppr fer Wwssians ya? =D ill be wishing you peeps in my dreams later on! lols!

OMG! WEDNESDAY IS CLOSING IN! haha! my Turntable course starts this wed from 7-9pm. sho, i will be in active during that period of time =D

k, its getting real bored now. no one online, cant call anyone. its boring!!!!!! i might wait till 1am fer cindy(xiao) to come online to chat with her! damn im crazy! lols! i cant help it! im not sleepy and im bored! omg! argh! gonna end this here now! cant find anything to write. bleahs. ciao peeps!

Argh!

2004-10-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

sorry! lazy to update fer the last few days! N lvl is like 2 days away! omfg! i'm not prepared fer it! 2 things are on my mind all the time. the turntable course and something *can't say* hmm...i do not have enough of pens too! argh! too lazy to get a few tomorrow too! and my calculator sucks! heck!

argh! don't think i can buy the full deck by the end of this year or the start of next! damn! calculated, it's S$2324. damn!

this is the one tt cost S$2324.

2 Technics Turntables:-
http://www.jrrshop.com/images/technicssl1200mk2pk.jpeg

1 Behringer Mixer:-
http://www.jrrshop.com/images/behringervmx1000.jpg

1 pair of Behringer Truth Speakers:-
http://www.jrrshop.com/images/behringertruth2030p.jpg

if i get a different set of Turntables and Mixer, it will cost S$2015, which will look like this..

2 NuMark TTX1 Turntables:-
http://www.jrrshop.com/images/numarkttx1.jpg

1 Stanton SA3 Mixer:-
http://www.jrrshop.com/images/stantonsa3.jpg

1 pair of Behringer Truth Speakers:-
http://www.jrrshop.com/images/behringertruth2030p.jpg

heh, help me choose! but i can't buy. lols! btw Technics are the industry standard of Turntables(TT). walk into Zouk or any club, most likely you will see the DJ spinning his tracks infront of a pair of Technics! argh! ciao!

WoooHooo!

2004-09-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

*Ladies and Gentlemen, Mr Hahn!*

finally! i signed up for the DJ course today! woah! dream come true sia! i headed down to Excelsior Hotel and shopping centre this afternoon. reached there about 5+ i would say. hmm...went in and saw turntables, vinyls and more turntables! =D damn! i was sho happy! the course cost SGD$399. my mum paid $201 as a deposit. sho i will have to pay $66 everyweek fer 3 wks. hah. alot ya? hmm..went in registered myself and got to know Wilson, my instructor's fren. he played at Zouk a few nites ago when the PM went over there. haha! the brought me to the small studio where Feng, my instructor, was having a class. haha! i barged in somehow. lols! there were 3 students only. oh ya, the max no. of students in a class is 4. =D sho..he remembered me cos' i emailed him fer quite awhile. he was doing hip-hop when i went in. some scratching too. damn! i was amazed by how he scatch! it was damn nice! woah. after that was the students turn. den he ask me if i got qn. lols! i say dun hab. how would i noe. it was only a demo . den he gave the students a 5 min break. den ask me qns. he confirmed with me if i am 16 this yr. lols! den asked me wad song i like..lols! i said trance. he went to find the vinyl =D btw, vinyl is the black colour disc on the turntable! heh! den he played it..power! haha. den i asked him whats the cheapest set of turntable, he told me $700(2 turntables, 1 mixer). cheap ya?! but lousy. i know cos' i read it. can't last long. industry standard Technics 1210(turntable). 2 of those + a mixer will cost $2000+? hah! compare that! $2000 vs $700 after that i left. my mum told me what the others told her. she was told the same thing. haha! hmmm...i am sho happy today! 2 weeks from now, i'll be attending my course. it is right after the N Lvl exams, on the 13th. =D end here. ciao!

attitude..

2004-09-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

those who know me, may i ask if my attitude has changed ever since Sec 2. damn i hate my other side. my temper sucks, my attitude sucks, i don't know what to do mans. people has been telling me to change my attitude and stuff. but its so fucking hell difficult. and did you know that research shows that, Do not tell a person to change. the more you ask me to change, the more i will not. thats how the reseach says. i hate humans. humans are viruses! not only they destroy the EARTH, the even expliot and destroy their own kind! humans are filled with GREED and JEALOUSY! damn i hate humans. fuckers! i really need to know how you people see me, please...

snore

2004-09-23T22:40:00.000+08:00

*snore* lazy to update today, besides nothing happened today! *snore*

ahh...

2004-09-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

hah...i don't have any nice titles to put! =D hmm...today was quite ok. SnD was ok but 1F disgraced LP! OMG! Breaking the Habit was sung in that way?! OMFG! that guy was crowned 'King Of Soul' for singing Breaking the Habit?! is it only me or was his butt facing the audience? =/ another funny thing. on their CD i saw another LP song, Don't Stay. guess what they wrote. Don't Say! OMG! LP = Linkin Park btw =/ nvm bout 1F now =/ hmm..what else happened. VP came into my class during free period. had Chem test after that. assembly was lame. went to cafe to slack awhile. then to library where i was 'Interviewed' yet again. this time for 1G. yet again cos i was 'Interviewed' by 1 of the grps from 1H for their CME proj on something bout' 'What good deeds have you done?' man i gave crap. today they video tapped me! omg! after that went in to lib. then Cindy and gang (1G) had some probs with the com and their proj, so helped them and realise that their diskette was corrupted or something. damn i hate those times. she had to redo. came back home. helped Cindy find somethings again for her CME proj. seems like this few days i always help her. =/

I'm going for the course!!!!!!!!! the DJ course! hahaha! actually i should be going down to the studio today for a special tour and registration. couldn't make it. anyways, my parents allowed me to go and we are heading down to the studio to register! =D sho happy! but it come with a price. SGD$450! OMG! i feel that i have written this in my past entries. did i? anyways, gonna call serene. damn! lols! ciao!

hmm...

2004-09-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

nothing much happened today in school, quite dull actually except that it was raining super cats and dogs. after school, i slacked till bout 2.30+ where i headed down to lewis's house to reformat his com. damn he has quite a number of games. and i forgot to borrow YURI'S REVENGE CD from him!!!!!!! omfg! the reformat took quite awhile cos we couldn't get the product key right. during the process, he realised that he did not save his DIABLO files! after the reformat and installation of XP PRO, i realised that i overwritten the Windows partition instead of deleting it. so all his files except Windows were still intact! hah! sheer luck! went home bout 7+ close to 8. hmm, it seems that my msn removal blog reaches far beyond just Wwssians. someone even found me and asked me for help! oMG! i was too lazy to teach but i ended up doing so. can't call serene =/ no idea what happened. well who cares, i'm going off now. ciao!

tired...

2004-09-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

ah...today our new VP was introduced to us. greeted her in the G.O. first impression she left me was that she was quite proud! lols! what to do? i hate amin! the malay teacher sucks! damn! he has an attitude with my AvA Crew! fucker! today, zul and ros were behind me at the foyer, it was the school song. he told them to sing! sorta shouted in a soft voice! omfg! they were fucking singing! whats his prob! damn last time. siddiq (2e) and me were in the G.O we were sitting down. he fucking ask us why we were sitting! damn! we get worst treatment then those who gets punished outside! damn i hate him! speaking of AvA, tianhow and marcus were like OMFG today! 2 person to a Mic stand! =/ stop here for all this. school went by and we one of our MT period was used to teach chemistry, the other was a free period. after school went to cafe to drink while slacking till 3. after that went to find ms ang to do some Sports Commentry video due for assembly this wed i think. was supposed to find her after school, but was lazy =D did till bout 5 where jacky and lewis fin their Maths Prelim. went to KC to eat. went home and got a fucking headache again! argh! btw, MSNPLUS! is updated. the new version is released! there are some intresting features if you can find it =D Get your copy now while stocks lasts! *Tv commercial ya? heh =D*

zZ

2004-09-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

zZ....sho fucking tired! help a few more peeps yesterday who got the adware on their msn! btw, its actually an annoying adware rather then a virus. cause' it doesn't do anything except displaying a rather annoying msg after everything you. wanted to do the FAQ yesterday, but was too tired to finish typing the entry. so i left it there. =/ left it there till this morning where i watched tv ate lunch and played Yuri's Revenge again. talked to some peeps and helped a few more who got the adware. desmond was one. finished up a new blog just for the removal of the damn irritating adware! referred those who were infected but it seems they do not understand what the blog is saying. asked jenn0 if she understood and she said yes! tell me why the rest don't =/ it is so tiring to help those peeps that are infected! just helped sophie cleaned hers as well. =/

YES! the next DJ course is starting on 13 Oct =D 2 days after my N Level! i must try to get into that course! i don't wanna wait till Nov! lols! immagonnastophere. going to trash cindy in gb for a few rounds! *muahahaha!*

Msn Adware Removal Guide

2004-09-19T13:10:00.000+08:00

Those who are infected with the adware, please click this link

http://msnadwareremoval.blogspot.com/

omfg!

2004-09-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

omfg! quite a busy day today! woke up to watch POKEMON and Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles! lols! yaya! i'm childish! lols! i'm still young at heart ok! haha. after that i played Yuri's Revenge till quite late! more customers asking about the removal of the 'CHIO BU VIRUS' at least thats what i name it....er...i'm going to hold my entry 1st! gonna upload some tutorials on how to remove the virus and help some peeps to clear them now! ciao!

yawns...

2004-09-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

*yawns* 12.54am hmmm, Linkin Park | Live In Texas Concert just aired about 55 mis ago. quite a dissapointment. mediacorp took out about 5 tracks and cut the song! omfg! wth is this! hmm, now chatting with cindy while waiting fer her stead to come back online to help him finalise his cleanup of the MSN VIRUS. got about 3 'customers' today...zoe is publishing my name to tell people that i can solve! omg! i might have my hands tied! lols! listening to She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5 now. sent to cindy but she said that i sent that to her before. lols! hmmm, gonnat stop...ciao!

slacking...

2004-09-17T21:15:00.000+08:00

ah...last day of the school week. 2 weeks to N level too! the fear is getting to me but i am still SLACKING away! omfg! lols! i dunno why. i just can't study! in class, i will fall asleep, look around or keep moving! =/ self-study, i will not even take a book to study! no idea why! at home, i will watch tv and just use the computer. thats that. helped a couple of peeps with the MSN VIRUS thingy...rid them of the virus. thanks to torin who found the way! remember guys

DO NOT CLICK THIS!

http://www.xf2s.com/msn/wode.jpg

now, i am slacking around, while anna is doodling a picture of me! lols! requested her to do so. haha. no idea how it will turn out. requested her to draw me as a DJ spinning trax in a club! lols! i am also trying to figure out how to put this SoundBlox into my bloggie. =/ http://soundblox.blogspot.com/ this is the link to soundblox. if you can find the code to this and UNDERSTANDS it, i am gonna take my hat off you. besides slacking here, i am waiting for 11pm because there is LINKIN PARK LIVE IN TEXAS!!!! watch that before, but still wanna watch it! look out for DJ Joe Hahn! lols! my fav scratch DJ =D i can imagine that Joel, Jacky, Alwyn and me are going to act like Mike Shinoda (Rapper), Rob Bourdon (Drums), Brad Delson or Darren "Phoenix" Farrell (Guitars) and Joseph Hahn (DJ) repectively. lols! we are crazy! lols!

Headache!

2004-09-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

argh, had headache since morning! maybe thats why i wasn't in a good mood today. maybe thats why i fell asleep during history too. in SS today, we went through the source base qn and for the History students, we went through some qns with Rozi. self study as usual, but this time we played games. we played games that has got to do with Maths and English. lols! the 7-up game and the game where we had to create words. e.g. Apple - E [E]lectricity. like that. the punishment? drink 300ml of water! lols! enough of that. after those, jacky, lewis, gina, ananthi and me went to jp to eat. went back after that.

ATTENTION! MSN USERS PLEASE READ!

Please do not click on this:

http://www.xf2s.com/msn/wode.jpg

(there is some chinese characters infront and behind)

If you see this link, DO NOT CLICK! It's a virus!

To 1G...

2004-09-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

1G, sorry to have 'sabo-ed' your class during the SnD this morning. I know you people are blaming me alone for everything i said. 'Hopeless, Violent, Wahlaos' Sorry if i said all those ok! I did not switch off the mic so its my fault. I did not know which point it was connected to! Unless you want the 'voices' to have no voice then i should have just switched them off! Though Siddiq is there with me, if you want to blame me alone, then go ahead! I don't care! What i am suppose to say is all here! It's up to you to believe. If you still want to blame me, thats not my problem!

Sorry!

hmm...

2004-09-15T20:37:00.000+08:00

lols! i think i, siddiq sabo-ed 1G today at SnD! the comments were given that they were noisy was largely due to us! we did not switch off the mic near us! and we were talking! haha! nothing much happened today. after recess ms ooi told ask to do something while she left to invigilate the O lvl students (i think) chemistry, nothing happened. assembly was quite lame too. guzheng and guitar =/ but what was fun was that i disturbed people like Weilin, Peggy, Shu Hui while they were watching..lols! did not eat lunch but was full cause of all the drinks i drank =/ did some extra english worksheets that is of a higher standard. those were requested by some of us =/ it was raining heavily but we still decided to go home. upon reaching the backgate, there was an arse from some other school smoking. malay guy. of all places, he smoked directly outside our school! mr chua walked from the longer way and lewis, jacky and me signalled to him. he scolded that arse! lol! shouted at him somemore! haha! lame arse! went home and ate as usual and now am here slacking AGAIN!

test post

2004-09-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

something went wrong with the coding...testing...

lame..

2004-09-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

today is yet another lame day. started with Rev up...ran throughout without stopping again! so lame. after that was a 'Mini' nagging session with Leon Loh. stressed about the importance of doing his work. nags bout' something bout' all will be wasted if we do not do well for our Theory. PE is usual. after recess is SS with Rozi. nth much. quite a number of jokes. greeted her with the 4 official languages. lols! she will help the history students next week! =D good! MT was boring. blah blah blah.....self study again! went to buy peanuts & jolly shandy with my friends. eat in class. jacky and lewis played a prank on bryan. heh. not gonna say what. went home and now slacking here. =/ just added a scrolling thingy at the bottom (if you haven't noticed) i'll end here for today!

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I CAN DO WITH MY BLOG! HELP ME!

Headache

2004-09-13T20:24:00.000+08:00

school reopened today, bored again. i wanna slack again but N lvl is near. but i still wanna slack! argh! got some Fight with Terror presentation today during assembly, after that some NJRC thingy, after that was worst! sec 4 n 5s had to stay back for a fucked up spot check. lame. class was disrupted. 2 periods gone. attended maths for a few mins then PE. nth much. after recess i was sho fucking sleepy. slept during MT but was interrupted by Ms Kok and something bout' WwsS being Top 20 Value Added School and getting $10k. lame. after school, got some presents from my friends for my bday last friday. lols! got a Dog Tag thingy with my name engraved on, perfume and pen holder =/ head to lab with alwyn and slacked. ate and when home where i had headache. now, slacking again! just helped cindy with her CME thingy. don't know what to do now. update another time!

=/

2004-09-12T09:56:00.000+08:00

hmm...blog here blog there....nth to do nw...sho check out this blog thingy many ppl r using nw...seems ok so far...update when i get everything up...